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They Don't Sleep Anymore

by Clouds Collide

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1.
Entanglement 08:45
Correlate and connect me to a new state of being If love's path allows, show me a way to escape Where are you In this vast measurement we call time which is not real Place us at the moment You both fell in love In these darker thoughts What if there is a different way To see it all again What if there's a different way in correlation If we go back To the beach A ghost just trapped in memory You'll see Tragedy will exist on eternity In my darkest thoughts What if there is a better way I'll see you once again What if there's a better way Through correlation While I'm still here - so fucking lost So confused, So many questions: Why were we pulled from that ledge? Why were we saved from drowning? How am I here? Why am I here? How do I bear down To keep pushing on before unlocking the template of your being? Now I'm holding on to this thought That there's something else A strange mystery before us I'll keep searching for some glory Implanted deep within Reaching to a hand from a distance Take us back to the beach where you both fell in love Show us what's it's like to be happy
2.
Afloat beyond the stratosphere I'd been giving love away I'd been taking love for granted My head just above the water Just to not be in this alone, float above it all I'd done my time, become a victim to gravity And the cosmos of my mind If there is something to be learned That every step is altered by this curse And my will to find out why we're here Just to suffer on for years Now every single drawn out doubt Examined, dissected and measured out A pronounced bitter truth Of failures, fears of a future where I will always feel this cosmic loss In every waking breath In every bone and ounce of flesh Layers of ancient greif, universal loss entangling In every hour and day In every thought or word that's said An old quantum sorrow, Enveloping around me And after all this struggle The way of nature I feel hatred coming back I can't deny this comforting pain And after all this searching for identity Our minds are not our own I feel hatred coming back I can't deny this comfort in pain I fear hatred coming back I can't deny this comforting pain Afloat beyond the stratosphere I've been taking love for granted Adapting to the promise of tragedy An unforgiving vow of reality While I'm giving love its' way, I will always feel this cosmic loss
3.
Golden Youth 10:09
In a far away open field Beneath morning sun, free at once Everything so calm, feel earth move I hear your call In this summer daze Nothing is what it seems Twilight fears How could this feeling be real? Now I know I will never desert you We're told that all things happen for a reason Poetic lore which rings true as we take our final breath Phantom subconscious blackhole Inhale and transforming grief At the hand of lament The grasp grows stronger and stronger Heartbreak multiplying Bereavement ever expanding Stretched out through every dimension Residual punishment Character/experience Built of torment Stretched out through every dimension We're told that time will heal our pain A lore which is true once we take our final breath Looking back at aeons in the sun Endless golden slow dream-like youth I wish I could return home to you Healthy and pure Season's pass Nothing is what it seems I will never be the same I now float So eerily close to the abyss Return to times before anguish I've been changing like a season with surreal transportation through cautiously peculiar lapsed memories I've been seeking for a lesson in all of this deliberately beautiful and capriciously designed chaos We will never be the same
4.
Weaving in and weaving out Through a multiverse of agony When we make our ascent to reach the cut - the edge, the end Seeking for some solace in knowing what comes next Last chance to see It's our last chance to feel something again Come fall with me into this rabbit hole For All that we know Blood cell written code Chaotic and complex Bathe the mind in faux reality Multiversal agony Threaded into eternity In suffering, we look out to find meaning To merge these bonds from away from here Then we'll see that this pain was for nothing And life itself is just a dream of someone else The clarity to how we perceive our memories - distort and fade - Simultaneously Our most precious sentimental artifacts slip and weave Into a mirrored realm Heirlooms connected through a web of nostalgia bound by streams of parallel consciousness Hold on longer Keep seeking shelter Desperate for knowledge Hold on longer Fall down further Hold on, suffer, and struggle For one more profound day And who’s to know that there’s no further continuum A place of pure imagination and ecstasy These finally moments of consciousness, a new lifetime Hold on - suffer, struggle, fall down deeper one more profound day In suffering, we look out to find meaning To merge these bonds from a realm away from here Then we'll see all this pain was for nothing And life itself is just a dream of someone else
5.
Unaware and naive Determined to love Written to nurture A hope for a future Now it's all gone Please forgive me I've been stuck here for awhile Constructing entropy, from buried deep Please release me I'm imprisoned for too long now Depleting energy, from buried deep In the furthest coordinates The dark and the void In negative space Lies of a god of regret Now it's all gone To segregate understanding and love and slipping further and further away from what we believe To compromise compassion and tradition I'm falling further and further each day Against this grain I'm grasping for a hand at a distance Must depart of this experimental routine I'm grasping for a hand at a distance Break this endless loop of disappointment Correlate and connect me to a state of true being If love's path departs us from infinite purgatory, Find me a way to escape

about

"They Don't Sleep Anymore" is the third in a series of four albums that subtly align with the seasons and the myriad nostalgic feelings which overwhelm me within them. The album title is inspired by the words of Murray Ostril, sampled in "Sleep" by Godspeed You! Black Emperor.

Where 'Until the Wind Stops Blowing' primarily dealt with the grief of losing my mother to cancer, and 'All Things Shining' focused on coping and the acceptance of that loss, 'They Don't Sleep Anymore' is a combination of the utmost longing for the past, and the vigorous challenge in adapting to your own present self and your potential future. There are a lot of battling and intertwining ideas, opposites and synergies, questioning reality and self reflection. Unintentionally, It's far and away the most personal album but I am confident it will find a way to connect to people. Thank you for listening.

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“Pandolfo invites his listeners to accompany him through the merciless ravages of introspection, weathering the pain of this process in search of the redemptive catharsis it brings."

--- Ivan @ Invisible Oranges

“Soaking in shadowy chaos and bathing in sonic beauty, Pandolfo pours his entire self into They Don’t Sleep Anymore”

--- Brian @ Meat Mead Metal

“This is an album I’ve been happily lost in for months”

--- Chris @ Nine Circles

“If you can open yourself up to the album, to allow its message to connect with you on an interpersonal level, then it has the potential to be life-changing”

--- Stuart @ The Sound Not the Word

“Musically it contains elements of shoegaze and post-metal, but Chris focused more on capturing emotions rather than conforming to a particular genre”

--- Bryan @ Indy Metal Vault

“Clouds Collide is wonderfully evocative”

--- Sentynel @ Angry Metal Guy

credits

released July 26, 2019

Chris Pandolfo
All vocals and instruments

Drums and vocals were recorded by Jared Stimpfl at Captured Studios
Mixed from a bedroom by myself and mastered by Jared Stimpfl at Captured Studios
Artwork by Drew Hansen
Photography by Phillip Marino
Layout by Fetusk

Additional bass in "Golden Youth" by Aaron Hertzog
Spoken word in 'Entanglement' and 'Parallel Ruminations' from "Peninsula", a poem by Matthew Dyess

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